I miss her! I miss them! HAHA... I just remembered there's one time when they wanted to go home and kor kor was driving her car out the driveway, I burst out crying just because they're going back. We do fight but not this time. Maybe because of the PSP (no, I'm not money face la) or maybe because Uncle Mike is around. But either way, I still miss them a lot. I'll not be seeing Kor Kor for like about three months and Uncle Mike for a year.

T.T

Okay, I'll quit talking about that now. There's nothing to talk about. But I still miss them.

OMG. I can't stand the perfume in the air. It totally stinks. The smell... Eww... Anyway, the perfume is coming from the box of cosmectics. My cousin is playing with those make up inside now. *oops* That is MY box actually. Can't believe I own this kinda stuff eh? Yes. I do. But I don't use it. It's just a collection of those make up that comes with the magazine I use to read. OK! 4 years ago! And I do seem like an opposite of the makeup-miniskirt-showingtoomuchskin type of girl. Once again, I am NOT that type of girl. I just dump all those cosmetics into one box and I never use it. (Okay, I do, but I only use it to play and entertain my cousin when I am babysitting her)

Now she is going for a shower. Eww... The smell is still in the air. Phee-ew...

Well, she's going back tomorrow and I will miss her actually.

I feel like writing down a story but I don't know if I have time and I can't let anyone in my family know because this is like a family secret. Maybe in the next post. Or the post afterthat. I wanna post the pictures of my cousin I took after I dressed her up for a photoshoot. LOL.

My BABY!

My BABY is here!!! They've got me a PSP. A black one. I am too lazy to upoad those photos and scan my computer again, but I'll tell you all about it! Oh well... Not all. I don't know what to say anymore though. =)

Kor Kor is going back on Sunday. Owww... I kinda love them now. I don't hate that brat as a cousin any longer. Though sometimes I admit I really want to kill her and steal back everything she had and took from me *evil grin*. I know I'm evil. I live to make their lives miserable because they made mine (LOL). Nah... I was just kidding...

It's 0945 now. Gotta get ready. WL's comin' around to fetch me at 11.

Ladies and gentlemen. May I present you... LOL. My self-obsessed images with my dear cousin.

A bit blurry though...

She has some horrible pink lipstick on. I think?



Blek.

And now, the face I've been looking for. Deserves some major rearraging of her facial features, right?

LOL. Really gone out of my mind. HAHA. I do really blog a lot now.

Shit la... Now computer got virus d. I really hate to connect my phone memory card to my computer because after I do that, I will have to do a virus scan to remove all the viruses in my computer. Now the virus warning thingy keeps popping up. So annoying. And when it pops up I can't do anything else except to click 'ignore' or 'delete'. The worse part is, it happens a few times in a minute. Damn annoying. Okay... Now, my favourite CNY tee. ROXY! [damn. becoming so materialistic.]

Kor Kor's taking me to get my PSP. I wonder why Uncle Mike can't wait. We don't even know whether the Sony Shop is open. Where got shops open on the second day of CNY? Got la. Parkson lo. And shops owned by Malays or Indians lo. Sony is owned by Chinese right? At least the Gurney 1. The salesperson in Gurney branch damn rude. Thhe owner is also the same. Hey, we spend our money on your products sir! Dontcha think we deserve some good service? Anyway, I'm not going to buy anything from that shop anymore. Somemore charge people so expensive. I think Kor Kor is taking me to Queensbay.

A lesson: becareful for what you wish for. I regret being jealous of my dear cousin. And I also regret for jokingly telling Kor Kor I wanted a PSP. Because I don't think I really do need one. And it is a waste of money.

*comes back from Queensbay* They don't sell them in Sony stores. They only sell them in those game boy shops. And one of them is not open. They have two of those shops in Queensbay. So Uncle Mike says that we'll go back tomorrow to compare the prices. He says they'll probably raise the price a little higher when they see him. So unfair. Where's justice?

HUH? I missed the tour around town at 12!

Friggin cousin... See la! You sleep I also sleep! Now what? I've missed the tour around town. But I was partly too sleepy to go too. Didn't know a thing until I woke up at 4 in the morning. I didn't even know when uncle Mike came up to the room and carried Shu Huey back. And I didn't know when papa called me to try to wake me up.

So... Hmm... Just counter my Ang Pow money. Aiyah... Standard 1 la every year. Can estimate the amount that I'm gonna get. But I don't think botak is gonna give me any. Very funny 1 lo him. During the tough and difficult times, mommy helped him and he gave me more than a thousand. Then after that year, the money he gave me slowly became lesser and lesser. Eh, please la! I thought you wanna show people that u are so damn rich. Give people ang pow money lesser and lesser gives people the impression that you're going bankrupt! And, you better let papa claim his money ah! Stupid person looking for excuses to save money. Base papa in SP now taking him back to Penang. He doesn't even have a place to sit there! What kind of boss are you! One of those idiotic bosses, I guess...

Okay... Why did I start to talk about him? *picks up phone* Phone got message lah.

Hmm... Where were we? Oh, botak. Change topic lah. Let's reflect back what I did. Hmm... Woke up, mommy came into the room to wish me happy cny, brush teeth... Oh. I can cut the crap anytime now. *hits head* Went to have lunch in a vegetarian restaurant. And kor kor started to talk about Amali. (how busybody of her to talk about Amali to other people, I mean, she barely even knows her) *picks up phone again* She herself mentioned Amali to somebody she knows that works in Uplands. That person's son is also studying in Uplands and is only 14 and is studying for his O-levels (yala. i know you all international school children very gau la. no need to boast) *picks up phone again* Stop comparing me with other people lah. I study government school ma. I know I'm not as rich as you. Okay, back to Amali. She said Amali has 1 group of friends that she hangs out with the 'clique'. (I didn't know she was such a *****) She nearly got expelled because she was caught kissing a guy. I believe the fact that she kissed a guy. But what I don't believe is that she got nearly expelled for doing that. International schools expel people for kissing? I don't think so. Parents pay to send their children there wor. They dare to expel students meh? According to kor kor, that's why Amali's mom transfered her out. And as we know, sent her to a boarding school in Phuket, Thailand. Hmm... The last time I went to her house, she and her friend were watching a dirty movie up in her room. I felt so... disgusted. I couldn't wait to have my mom save me and go home. The best part is, she's only the same age as me. Her dad approves of her having a boyfriend. He calls it 'puppy love'. Her boyfriend is older than her by 1 year. That time when I went to her house, she was on the phone with her boyfriend. Oww... She was like all 'baby' and stuff...

Hmm... Nothing else. Went to visit kor kor and then came home. And chim poh came. And now, here, blogging. Oh well...

Half asleep

It's 2020 hours and i'm already half asleep. How am I supposed to stand until 12 in the morning? Ish... Might as well sleep in the car...

Gah... Have to let friggin cousin use the computer. She's hitting herself with a plush toy now. One of her weird past times =)

Haha... 2 posts n a day. I AM going crazy. LOL.

Think mom's gonna kill me if she finds out I'm still using the computer. Well, let's start with how the day went. JH didn't come to my house though... Because she was busy and I asked her not to come. Went out to Queenbay and bla bla bla. As usual, tried looking for a Emerald and couldn't find any. [damn. reversi player quit on me, oh well, i'll just continue blogging then] Ahh... Where were we? Oh yeah, Emerald. It's like we're going on Emerald hunting. Turns out nice Emeralds really ARE rare.

*eyes half closed* Cant blame me. Now it is 2317 hours. Tomorrow's CNY eve. OH YEAH! Kor Kor said uncle Mike wants to buy me a PSP! YAY! But I dont want to accept such an expensive gift from her. Yes. I admit I was a bit jealous of Michelle Shu Huey Couper, but I really cant accept such an expensive gift from people other than my parents (duh, of course). I feel like I cant live up to what they expect me to. I dont know. Maybe I'm the one thinking too much, but I still cant. But still... I would LOVE a PSP. *blinks a few times and smiles* Heee...

That was just the thing I wanted to blog about...

And... I spent i think 2 hours looking for a suitable template. And I ended up picking the simplest one of all! This blog is 100% original! Including the photo on the header! I took it myself! Good photographer eh? Teehee...

I live for...

So many things happening around us.

Every second.

Every minute.

Every day.

More people get infected by HIV.

More innocent people die in the war in Gaza.

More animals killed by people for meat.

More people suffering.

Financial problems due to economical crisis.

Bankruptcy.

Deppression.

.

.

.

Death.

The truth is

Why is that all going on?

Being born into this world.

Is that how life end?

Is that how we are supposed to end up?

The paths we all take.

It leads us all to one place.

No matter what destination we're headed.

No matter how much people crave to be immortal.

We'll eventually die.

And fade.

Away.

Silently.

And in some cases,

Peacefully.

That's what we all want right?

To go on peacefully.

To move on.

HAHA.

I'll stop the nonsense now.

Anyway, it's true, isn't it?

Like what my teacher said.

BUT...

Why not this life?

Where everyone's happy.

Where everyone understands each other so well.

No fights,

No war,

No suffering,

Happiness.

We're born in this world to pay off our debts,

and create new ones.

Then life goes on.

It leads us to another place.

And thus begining another new life.

Happiness is our choice.

It's what we choose to be.

When we've learned our lesson,

Never forget that there's more to learn.

That's why we're born in this world.

To learn.

Never forget what we live for.

[And more importantly, what I live for.]