1st time so interested in basketball. XD
But Chung Hwa lost. *sigh*
It's late and I'm still here, blogging. Going to school to participate in the treasure hunt tomorrow organized by the scouts.
Some people very lansi lo...
Friday, July 24, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
When I'm expressing my feelings,
I'm being negative.
When I don't express my feelings,
I am being fake.
When I talk too much,
I may hurt someone's feelings.
When I don't talk,
I'm introverted.
When I think too much,
I'm paranoid.
When I don't think that much,
I'm naive.
When I say everything's fine,
I'm lying.
When I say I'm in a bad mood,
I'm always down.
When I care,
I'm the one not letting go.
When I don't care,
I'm not a good friend.
When I fight back,
I have anger management issues.
When I don't fight back,
I'm weak.
When I trust someone,
I'm vulnerable.
When I don't trust anyone,
I'm not believing in myself.
When I have self confidence,
I'm a snob.
When I don't have self confidence,
I'm a failure.
When I cry,
I'm such a baby.
When I'm trying to be strong,
I'm not being myself.
When I have low expectations,
I'm not believing in myself.
When I have high expectations,
I get disappointed easily.
********************
You see...
Everything has a good side and a bad side.
What's your point of view?
Yes I know.
I'm negative.
This is what I feel right now.
It doesn't mean I'm always like that.
I just need a while to get through things.
P/s: I'm not talking about anyone here. These are what I think. I just can't get over myself. Dammit.
********************
Went to the movies with Ke Yun and Jie Ying and the others yesterday. Harry Potter 6 was okay. Better than I expected. Maybe because I've partly forgotten the story and mixed everything up with the 7th book. The people in the cinema should shoo me out for talking too much XD. Oh yeah. It was Yuh Miin's birthday too.
LOL. Mom came in and saw me in this position in front of the computer. Again. She's going to take the lappie away.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Hmm... Some quiz I took accused me of having some kind of mental sickness. XD
For all I know I didn't answer negatively. Dunno why.
What I'm looking forward to:
Friday: Kor kor's coming back! Dunno why. Probably because the last time she came out, she got me a PSP because I was too jealous of my little cousin XD. Say goodbye to the horrible catered food that mommy forces me to eat because there aren't really aren't anything to eat at home. I not money face la. At least someone to keep me company ma. So friggin bored at home. 15 years of being the only child. Sucks huh...
Sunday: Harry Potter here I comeeeeeee! Been waiting impatiently for you for nearly a year!
After this is...
Oh yeah.
14th of August: Can become a psychic already. Because I predicted that I'm going to be sick and absent from school on this day. =D
No la. I'm going to Cameron Highlands because mommy has more than a thousand dollars worth of Equatorial Hotel vouchers and she chose to go to Cameron simply to breathe the fresh air up there. [Haze season la now. No fresh air to breathe oso.] But-I-want-to-stay-in-chalets! Booo... Papa's celebrating his birthday up there too. [Mommy is jealous of that because I keep mentioning his birthday in shopping malls so that we could stay on longer looking for a suitable present and because I don't get her presents because no one can be free enough to take me for a trip to the mall except her.] That was long.
Going out. THEY NAGGING AT ME.
For all I know I didn't answer negatively. Dunno why.
What I'm looking forward to:
Friday: Kor kor's coming back! Dunno why. Probably because the last time she came out, she got me a PSP because I was too jealous of my little cousin XD. Say goodbye to the horrible catered food that mommy forces me to eat because there aren't really aren't anything to eat at home. I not money face la. At least someone to keep me company ma. So friggin bored at home. 15 years of being the only child. Sucks huh...
Sunday: Harry Potter here I comeeeeeee! Been waiting impatiently for you for nearly a year!
After this is...
Oh yeah.
14th of August: Can become a psychic already. Because I predicted that I'm going to be sick and absent from school on this day. =D
No la. I'm going to Cameron Highlands because mommy has more than a thousand dollars worth of Equatorial Hotel vouchers and she chose to go to Cameron simply to breathe the fresh air up there. [Haze season la now. No fresh air to breathe oso.] But-I-want-to-stay-in-chalets! Booo... Papa's celebrating his birthday up there too. [Mommy is jealous of that because I keep mentioning his birthday in shopping malls so that we could stay on longer looking for a suitable present and because I don't get her presents because no one can be free enough to take me for a trip to the mall except her.] That was long.
Going out. THEY NAGGING AT ME.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Been gao bin puih enough to ask people to tag me. XD
100 Truths
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Hot Milo.
2. Last phone call: Er... On my phone? Boon. Dated 3 days back.
3. Last text message: Halo...
4. Last song you listened to: Just Stand Up.
5. Last time you cried: Last week probably.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone: ahh... No?
7. Been cheated on: Nooo...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: She kissed me. Does that count?
9. Lost someone special: Nope.
10. Been depressed: Of course. Stupid hormones.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Baby blue.
13. Orange.
14. White.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
17. Laughed until you *nearly* cried: Never.
18. Met someone who changed you: *thinks hard* Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: I guess...
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Not really. Or maybe. Think so. Yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Maybe.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All of them.
23. How many kids do you want to have: 1 or 2? Dunno.
24. Do you have any pets: Bobo the dog and the tortoise.
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope. Why should I?
26. What did you do for your last birthday: McD.
27. What time did you wake up today: 0713 hours.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Probably snoring.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Australia!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: A few minutes ago.
31. What is the one thing you want to change about your life: So that I wouldn't be sitting here waiting for a miracle to happen.
32. What are you listening to right now: Renegade.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Discrimination against women.
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Blogger.
36. Whats your real name: *deleted* Because it will be the first link on Google.
37. Nicknames: *deleted*
38. Relationship Status: Single and not avaliable.
39. Zodiac sign?: Pisces.
40. Male or female?: Female.
41: Primary School : SJK(c) Union, SJK(c) Chung Hwa Confucian (A)
42. High School : Chung Hwa Confucian High School
43. College?: Dunno.
44. Hair colour: Dark Brown?
45. Long or short: Short.
46. Height: 175 cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Er... Dunno. Not really.
48: What do you like about yourself?: Dunno.
49. Piercings: Ears?
50. Tattoos: Had temporary ones. Does that count? LOL.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Never had one.
53. First piercing: age 6.
54. First best friends: Kindergarten? Or I dunno. Maybe Primary.
55. First sport you joined: Swimming.
56. First vacation: Gold Coast, Australia.
58. First pair of trainers: Forgot.
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Not chewing anything.
60. Drinking: Nor swallowing anything.
61. Doing: This.
62. Listening to: Vision Of Love.
63. Waiting on: Kor Kor to come back to Penang! Yay!
YOUR FUTURE :
65. Get Married?: Maybe. Or maybe not.
66. Career?: Psychologist? Psychotherapist? Neurologist? A small girl with a big dream, I know.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Dunno.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Who cares?
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Dunno.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker? Dunno.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Course not.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope. I don't like the taste of alchohol.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yep. Glasses. I don't really use them, anyway.
79. Sex on first date: =.=
80. Broken someone's heart: Dunno.
82. Been arrested: Nope.
83. Turned someone down: Maybe. Dunno. Think so.
84. Cried when someone died: Er... No. I did cry when I THOUGHT my dog died. He was really sick then and they told me he died. Then he got up after that.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Um... Nope?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Nope.
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight: Nope.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: Used to.
91. Kiss on the first date: Maybe.
92. Angels: The ones with wings? No. But I do believe in angels. =)
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope.
95. Did you sing today?: Yep.
96. Ever lied on somebody?: Yep.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 3 years old. No worries. Be happy. =]
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: May holidays.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yep.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : If I didn't, would you be reading it now? Or are you hallucinating? Better go see an eye doctor.
Tagging: Anyone who wasted time reading to the end of this post hoping to get some dirt out of me but realised that they haven't gotten anything interesting. =]
P/S: Tagging YOU.
100 Truths
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Hot Milo.
2. Last phone call: Er... On my phone? Boon. Dated 3 days back.
3. Last text message: Halo...
4. Last song you listened to: Just Stand Up.
5. Last time you cried: Last week probably.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone: ahh... No?
7. Been cheated on: Nooo...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: She kissed me. Does that count?
9. Lost someone special: Nope.
10. Been depressed: Of course. Stupid hormones.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Baby blue.
13. Orange.
14. White.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
17. Laughed until you *nearly* cried: Never.
18. Met someone who changed you: *thinks hard* Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: I guess...
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Not really. Or maybe. Think so. Yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Maybe.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: All of them.
23. How many kids do you want to have: 1 or 2? Dunno.
24. Do you have any pets: Bobo the dog and the tortoise.
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope. Why should I?
26. What did you do for your last birthday: McD.
27. What time did you wake up today: 0713 hours.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Probably snoring.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Australia!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: A few minutes ago.
31. What is the one thing you want to change about your life: So that I wouldn't be sitting here waiting for a miracle to happen.
32. What are you listening to right now: Renegade.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Discrimination against women.
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Blogger.
36. Whats your real name: *deleted* Because it will be the first link on Google.
37. Nicknames: *deleted*
38. Relationship Status: Single and not avaliable.
39. Zodiac sign?: Pisces.
40. Male or female?: Female.
41: Primary School : SJK(c) Union, SJK(c) Chung Hwa Confucian (A)
42. High School : Chung Hwa Confucian High School
43. College?: Dunno.
44. Hair colour: Dark Brown?
45. Long or short: Short.
46. Height: 175 cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Er... Dunno. Not really.
48: What do you like about yourself?: Dunno.
49. Piercings: Ears?
50. Tattoos: Had temporary ones. Does that count? LOL.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Never had one.
53. First piercing: age 6.
54. First best friends: Kindergarten? Or I dunno. Maybe Primary.
55. First sport you joined: Swimming.
56. First vacation: Gold Coast, Australia.
58. First pair of trainers: Forgot.
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Not chewing anything.
60. Drinking: Nor swallowing anything.
61. Doing: This.
62. Listening to: Vision Of Love.
63. Waiting on: Kor Kor to come back to Penang! Yay!
YOUR FUTURE :
65. Get Married?: Maybe. Or maybe not.
66. Career?: Psychologist? Psychotherapist? Neurologist? A small girl with a big dream, I know.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Dunno.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Who cares?
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Dunno.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker? Dunno.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Course not.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope. I don't like the taste of alchohol.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yep. Glasses. I don't really use them, anyway.
79. Sex on first date: =.=
80. Broken someone's heart: Dunno.
82. Been arrested: Nope.
83. Turned someone down: Maybe. Dunno. Think so.
84. Cried when someone died: Er... No. I did cry when I THOUGHT my dog died. He was really sick then and they told me he died. Then he got up after that.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Um... Nope?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Nope.
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight: Nope.
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: Used to.
91. Kiss on the first date: Maybe.
92. Angels: The ones with wings? No. But I do believe in angels. =)
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope.
95. Did you sing today?: Yep.
96. Ever lied on somebody?: Yep.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 3 years old. No worries. Be happy. =]
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: May holidays.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yep.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : If I didn't, would you be reading it now? Or are you hallucinating? Better go see an eye doctor.
Tagging: Anyone who wasted time reading to the end of this post hoping to get some dirt out of me but realised that they haven't gotten anything interesting. =]
P/S: Tagging YOU.
How miserable I will be if my imaginary brother exists
I'm gonna start having titles for my posts. Or maybe just this one. Feel like ranting now.
LOL. I used to wish I have an elder brother. Or maybe a younger one. So that I can bully him whenever I can. Well, you can't blame me for that because I'm getting so bored at home by myself. [Put aside my only bitchy cousin for a while.] So I started imgaining what I would do if I had a brother.
But then, recently, I found out about something. If I were to have a brother, I wouldn't be happy at all. Much like in the same situation of how jealous I had been when SHE came into my life. Even a billion times worse. And that went on for... about 8 years or so? Only before I noticed how luckier I am compared to her [even if she gets everything she wants by crying and throwing tantrums]. Okay, I admit. I got jealous of her because she stole some attention away from me. Or maybe ALL the attention because I was supposed to be the youngest. Whatever... I don't care now. All I care is she got a PSP, a camera and an Ipod for christmas last year. [I blogged about this before, but her mom bought me a PSP for my birthday so I'll make it even.]
I got so jealous then. Imagine IF, by some miracle, I had another brother on the way. It will ultimately ruin me.
Flashback to before I was born when they knew the sex of the foetus in my mom's womb [sadly, me]. They weren't very happy to know that I was a girl. Especially my dad. Probably because I'm the last generation of the Law family that is still carrying the Law surname. After me, there wouldn't be any Laws from my family. Maybe a very distant cousin or so. But I can understand that pressure on my dad. He got mad at mom when he knew I was a girl. Heck, everyone wasn't really keen because I was a girl. And years later, made me wish on my birthday to have twin brothers. Shows how desperate they were for another baby boy.
My two aunts, which are my dad's elder sisters didn't persue higher education and yet my dad went to England to study. NOT by scholarship. I don't blame them if they rebel. I once asked my grandaunt 'If I had another brother, who will she pay more attention to?' She just simply answered that boys come first.
What can boys do that girls can't? Why do chinese have that thinking that boys come first rather than girls?
Here are some successful women.
Hillary Diane Rodham Clinton
(born October 26, 1947) is the 67th United States Secretary of State, serving in the administration of President Barack Obama. She was a United States Senator from New York from 2001 to 2009. She was a leading candidate for the Democratic presidential nomination in the 2008 election.
Margaret Hilda Thatcher Baroness Thatcher LG, OM, PC, FRS
(born 13 October 1925) is a retired British politician. She was the Prime Minister of the United Kingdom from 1979 to 1990 and Leader of the Conservative Party from 1975 to 1990. She is the only woman to have held either post.
Valentina Vladimirovna Tereshkova
(Russian: Валенти́на Влади́мировна Терешко́ва; born 6 March 1937) is the first woman in space, now a retired Soviet cosmonaut. Out of more than four hundred applicants and then out of five finalists, she was selected to pilot Vostok 6 on 16 June 1963 and become the first woman to fly in space. On this mission, lasting almost three days in space, she performed various tests on herself to collect data on the female body's reaction to spaceflight.
You get the point.
There's one nilai 'Mengekalkan tradisi kekeluargaan' in moral studies. Does this count?
'Menerima, menghormati dan mengekalkan sesuatu kebiasaan, adat atau kepercayaan yang diwarisi secara turun temurun dalam keluarga.'
Does it apply in this situation? IF it does, its bullshit. Pantang larang or whatever.
This is DISCRIMINATION.
I feel bad that I can't do certain things because I am a girl. [At home]
Don't make me go into what they teach in chapter 4 in the form 3 textbook and explain in a scientific way, that it has NOTHING to do with whatever we are born with.
WTF.
The same with black people. Or us Asians.
Be proud of who you are.
LOL. I used to wish I have an elder brother. Or maybe a younger one. So that I can bully him whenever I can. Well, you can't blame me for that because I'm getting so bored at home by myself. [Put aside my only bitchy cousin for a while.] So I started imgaining what I would do if I had a brother.
But then, recently, I found out about something. If I were to have a brother, I wouldn't be happy at all. Much like in the same situation of how jealous I had been when SHE came into my life. Even a billion times worse. And that went on for... about 8 years or so? Only before I noticed how luckier I am compared to her [even if she gets everything she wants by crying and throwing tantrums]. Okay, I admit. I got jealous of her because she stole some attention away from me. Or maybe ALL the attention because I was supposed to be the youngest. Whatever... I don't care now. All I care is she got a PSP, a camera and an Ipod for christmas last year. [I blogged about this before, but her mom bought me a PSP for my birthday so I'll make it even.]
I got so jealous then. Imagine IF, by some miracle, I had another brother on the way. It will ultimately ruin me.
Flashback to before I was born when they knew the sex of the foetus in my mom's womb [sadly, me]. They weren't very happy to know that I was a girl. Especially my dad. Probably because I'm the last generation of the Law family that is still carrying the Law surname. After me, there wouldn't be any Laws from my family. Maybe a very distant cousin or so. But I can understand that pressure on my dad. He got mad at mom when he knew I was a girl. Heck, everyone wasn't really keen because I was a girl. And years later, made me wish on my birthday to have twin brothers. Shows how desperate they were for another baby boy.
My two aunts, which are my dad's elder sisters didn't persue higher education and yet my dad went to England to study. NOT by scholarship. I don't blame them if they rebel. I once asked my grandaunt 'If I had another brother, who will she pay more attention to?' She just simply answered that boys come first.
What can boys do that girls can't? Why do chinese have that thinking that boys come first rather than girls?
Here are some successful women.
Hillary Diane Rodham Clinton
(born October 26, 1947) is the 67th United States Secretary of State, serving in the administration of President Barack Obama. She was a United States Senator from New York from 2001 to 2009. She was a leading candidate for the Democratic presidential nomination in the 2008 election.
Margaret Hilda Thatcher Baroness Thatcher LG, OM, PC, FRS
(born 13 October 1925) is a retired British politician. She was the Prime Minister of the United Kingdom from 1979 to 1990 and Leader of the Conservative Party from 1975 to 1990. She is the only woman to have held either post.
Valentina Vladimirovna Tereshkova
(Russian: Валенти́на Влади́мировна Терешко́ва; born 6 March 1937) is the first woman in space, now a retired Soviet cosmonaut. Out of more than four hundred applicants and then out of five finalists, she was selected to pilot Vostok 6 on 16 June 1963 and become the first woman to fly in space. On this mission, lasting almost three days in space, she performed various tests on herself to collect data on the female body's reaction to spaceflight.
You get the point.
There's one nilai 'Mengekalkan tradisi kekeluargaan' in moral studies. Does this count?
'Menerima, menghormati dan mengekalkan sesuatu kebiasaan, adat atau kepercayaan yang diwarisi secara turun temurun dalam keluarga.'
Does it apply in this situation? IF it does, its bullshit. Pantang larang or whatever.
This is DISCRIMINATION.
I feel bad that I can't do certain things because I am a girl. [At home]
Don't make me go into what they teach in chapter 4 in the form 3 textbook and explain in a scientific way, that it has NOTHING to do with whatever we are born with.
WTF.
The same with black people. Or us Asians.
Be proud of who you are.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
They're going to teach Maths and Science in BM from 2012 onwards. Thank God I won't be in school by then. 2 more years to go. By then... Yipee...
Oh yeah. Improved from the 1st term. =) =) =)
lalalala...
Downloading some old songs now.
Anyways, this is just a short update since I didn't update for quite a while now.
Oh yeah. Improved from the 1st term. =) =) =)
lalalala...
Downloading some old songs now.
Anyways, this is just a short update since I didn't update for quite a while now.
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