I'm not dead.

Just a simple post to prove that I'm NOT dead since I haven't been blogging frequently. Well, if one week is very, very long to you since it has 7 days/168 hours/10,080 minutes/604,800 seconds. I've been quite occupied lately. Sleeping more than 10 hours a day in total and - breathing/eating/shitting?

Sorry I'll just talk crap.

Anatidaephobia is the fear that somewhere in the world, there is a duck watching you.

A cacat list, again.

*points points* I TOOK THIS I TOOK THIS! SPOT KOMTAR SPOT SPOT SPOT!
The picture looks better when it's bigger though. :(

Alcohol is a depressant. Doesn't depress you though.

Oh gosh I've never tasted such good alcoholic drink. I hate wine.
I had my first sip of wine in France. (Oh how romantic) And it tasted horrible. Bleh.

Okla I'll talk about my plans for the future today. *coughs*
Let's not make it boring.
MY DREAMS lah.

My dreams as in, I will make it happen, not just a mere dream I have in my sleep.
Kay, not the one where I got pregnant or that there were cloned zombies of my family members trying to kill me.
I didn't get pregnant and there aren't any zombies in real life la so it wouldn't happen.

Oh BTW, Yappu said that girls can get pregnant by swimming in a swimming pool with sperms. (She read it in the newspaper)
How did sperms get in there, though?
WL said that when guys ki hiao looking bikini-clad girls by the pool loh.
Hmm guys in that sentence is inappropriate. Men. Men is so... gentlemen-ly. Perverts is the correct word.

*coughs* back to topic *coughs*
Stupid dream getting pregnant.

EWWWWWW.

What's kept in the endosperm?
Sperm.
No lah actually it's maltose or something.

Okay, srsly.

1. I want to marry someone who loves me a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot with packs and blue eyes and blonde hair and tall and and and and Preferably with packs and blue eyes and blonde hair. + is taller than me. He doesn't have to be really rich just okay-rich. Must sweep me off my feet on a white horse. Kla car can liao la.

I beh tong people who show off nia.

2. I want to be pampered to death by him. Oh gosh why am I talking about guys? Kay I feel so empty nia :(

3. I want to live in my own house, designed and decorated by yours faithfully, ME! I wanted to say that I want it by the seaside, but I takut tsunami. So up in the mountains by a river, can? :D Kla make it a summer home or something. Can live in the city when working.

Chemistry teacher said that kids who live in the city are generally more stupid than kids who grew up in kampungs because of what, lead in the petrol?

OMG, my child is going to be a genius. How can be stupid? Mountains safer.

4. I want to become a doctor to help people in Africa or find a cure for Alopecia.

Oh speaking of Alopecia, once in my lifetime, I'd love to shave my head bald and donate it for a cause or charity or something. :D

I admire bald women who have so much self confidence it shines. They're the world's most beautiful women.

I don't know how I'm going to balance family time and work but yeah. Those are my dreams.

See, a cacat list again. I never make it right. I'll add on if I have a new one. :D

Some totally random stuff to start off with.

So I went cycling to ease boredom. Cycling is also a good form of exercise leh. I sweat so so so so so so so much. (means my stamina char ki) I cycled around my lovely neighbourhood, around the church and around school. :D +used one hand to take picchaass.

Hehe. Mm. I read yesterday's paper and there's this article about the Chitty or the Chettiars or the Indian moneylenders that claim that they've been here since the time of Parameswara and they want to be considered as bumiputeras. "Close to 1,500 families from the Chitty community here (in Malacca) are hopeful that they will be given bumiputra status just like the Portuguese." 

Oh so now Portuguese also get bumi status la?

Meh. *shrugs*

They say that if it rains, it's acid rain and it may cause burns, ALOPECIA, skin cancer and stuff. Oh I thought I wouldn't hear that word again. It scares me to think that I was so near to being bald for the rest of my life.

And I recovered! :D After like three Steroid shots and thousands of dollars spent. Hmm. Maybe it'll give hope to other people. Who are feeling frustrated because nothing seem to be working for them. Ah believe me, I've been through that shit. Wasted so much tears, energy and money. (refer to the post I'm thoroughly disappointed with this fucking world.)

Btw, it wasn't caused by acid rain. Autoimmune disease or something. In other words, my immune system was so strong it ate away my hair, according tot he Western doctors.

I just hope it doesn't recur. I don't think I can handle it.

I have healthy hair now :D At least I think it's healthy. Though different texture. I tiny bit different. A bit curly one lor at first. + a tiny bit more brownish yellow than my previous hair colour. *shrugs* Maybe it's the shampoo I'm using.

But I'm so so so so so so grateful that I have a full head of hair now. :)

Why am I blogging about these negative stuff leh? Hmm. K la grateful enough liao la. Now I eat lots and lots and lots and lots of vegetables and fruits liao. So guai. *pats myself*

I swear that I'll never use the word fuck again. Really, I think it's not ladylike. *coughs* ladylike *coughs*

I slept watching Ratatoullie or whichever way you spell it.

ROWAN ATKINSON IS AWESOME.

Beastly like that nia. Not much effect on me de. Alex Pettyfer no British accent in that movie. No shuai ki. :( And Vanessa Hudgens got old. LOL. No offense, I just like her more in HSM. 

GREASE! I went to download the songs. Heheheh. So fun. Though I slept in the theatre when I was watching the play.

I haven't done anything productive lately. Shit, I don't want to talk about this or I'll end up hating myself even more.

Daddy is switching jobs next month. :D He'll be working in Butterworth, which is closer to home. :D And no need to hear him grumble about his @#$%#$ boss liao. :D His boss really toot de. Treat workers like shit. No increment nevermind somemore lower people's salary de. Toot one. Where got like that one? Somemore new people come in you give them higher pay. !@#$%^&. Good for daddy that he found another job.

Though I think he would have been better off studying History or Maths and becoming a lecturer in a University. He would have loved it.

I want to watch I Am Number Four.

The Black Swan IS SO FRIGGIN BIAN TAI I COULDN'T STAND IT. I didn't watch the ending. I watch until the part where the girls were having oral sex. Bian tai much. EWWWWW.

The Tourist NICEEEE :D Johnny Depp is :D

AND AND AND MY NEW PAIR OF GLASSES.

Oh well.

Who cares if I'm not rated as super duper pretty or smth?

You want to criticize me ah? 

*sticks tongue out*

Japan.

Okay, so things are getting more and more serious now. A thermal power plant exploded in Japan and the third reactor is losing its cooling system. The news gave me chills k. There ARE still earthquakes in Honshu, Japan. I think a few hundred of them after the major 8.9. And a volcano erupted yesterday.

Supermoon? Personally? I don't think so, really.

Don't even you even think of telling me that they deserve it. Nobody deserves it. Pearl Harbour? How can they compare the death toll now? "The death toll from the earthquake and resulting tsunami in Japan could reach 40000, a leading Welsh academic has warned." 

Now compare Pearl Harbour with this one. 

I don't mean to take sides, I just think that now is the time when Japan needs help while some idiots just sit in the comfort of their living room tweeting that they should not help Japan. I'm losing faith in humanity. Where is the love ya'll?

Please. Pearl Harbour happened 70 years ago. December 7th, 1941. A day that will live in infamy. I get it.I'm sorry, can you remind me how may times did America bomb Japan after that?

Once in the heart of Tokyo.

Another two in Hiroshima and Nagasaki.

Revenge taken.

Now that Japan needs your help, you whine and say that they deserve it?

Oh and the others who say that "oh Japan we shouldn't help Japan because nobody helped us during Hurricane Katrina".

Really.

Are you idiots or what? 

There were warnings about the Hurricane but they didn't want to move. There wasn't a warning about the tsunami for Japan. It just happened.

Besides, no help came due to political reasons. Your dear ex-president Bush flew past on his privet jet looking down from the window to see the damage but he did not land. He said that he couldn't send help in because the federal government had to ask the state for permission to send people in. Excuses. Pfft.

Japan contributed so much in technology development. Or are the Americans so kiasu because they to be the best in everything?

What will happen to their economy now?

Surely they'll be needing a few hundred billion to recover.

The creator of Pokemon died in the tsunami.

There were so many natural disasters this year. Haiti, Australia, New Zealand and now Japan. It's only March. :(

Please take it easy on the world, dear Lord.

Oh and Libya? LOL That Ghadaffi dude is a total psycho. Killing off his own people while still insisting that his people adore him. 

Pray for the world. 

DON'T READ THIS.

I'm just going to get my frustrations out in this post. I HAVE NO BLOODY PLANS FOR THIS WEEK. URGH. I DON'T WANT TO BLOODY STAY HOME AND STARE AT THE WALL. I DON'T WANT TO. AND I'VE JUST HAD MY FIRST TERM TEST. AND I DIDN'T HAVE ANY FUN. AND I DIDN'T ENJOY. AND I DIDN'T GET TO GO OUT THIS WEEKEND. EFF. I JUST WENT TO THE OPTICIAN'S NIA.

THAT DOESN'T COUNT K. Okla I've made a new pair of specs nia.

I DIDN'T GET TO GO HIKING. I DIDN'T GET TO GO SHOPPING. I WENT FOR BLOODY TUITION ON A FINE SUNDAY AFTERNOON. I DIDN'T GET TO EXERCISE. NOW I DON'T GET TO GO OUT FOR DINNER. I JUST WANT TO GET OUT CANNOT MEH?

THEN NOW NO PLANS FOR THE HOLIDAY SOMEMORE. THEN SCHOOL REOPEN LIAO I'M GOING TO REGRET LIKE HECK THAT I DIDN'T PLAY. I'M FRUSTRATED K!

NO PLANS FOR THE HOLIDAY. THEN SIT AT HOME AND DO WHAT?

MOM ASK TO STUDY FOR UNDANG. TRUTH IS I DON'T WANT TO STUDY! I'VE JUST FINISHED MY TEST. I DON'T WANT TO STUDY FOR ANOTHER THING. IT'S NEVER ENDING. I WANT TO RELAX AND HAVE FUN CANNOT MEH?

NOW ALL I HAVE FOR THE HOLIDAY IS TUITION. ONLY BLOODY THING I CAN THINK OF. TUITIONS FROM SUNDAY TO THURSDAY NIA. NOTHING ELSE. ALL FREE. FFFFF.

THEN REST OF THE TIME I STAY AT HOME AND DO NOTHING. I'M NOT GOING TO DO THAT K?

I JUST WANT TO GO OUT! URGH!

I'M SO FRUSTRATED INSIDE WTF.

I'VE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO YESTERDAY'S HIKING. THEN CANNOT GO. THEN I WEEKEND ALSO CANNOT GO OUT BECAUSE MOM TIRED. Okla I don't blame mommy. She travelled to two places in idk, three days or something? Anyway, she travels every week for work.

Daddy won't take me anywhere.

I JUST STAY AT HOME AND SNATCH THE TV WITH EEPOH NIA LA? I DON'T WANT TO WATCH TAIWAN HOKKIEN DRAMAS K!

I DON'T WANT TO STUDY JUST YET.
I'M GETTING IRRITATED OVER LITTLE THINGS.
GIRLS WHO GET THEIR PERIODS ARE NOT DIRTY.
CONTRARY TO THE IDK FROM WHERE TRADITION.
WHY CAN'T THEY WASH THEIR HANDS BY THE SINK?
WTF. DISCRIMINATION AH?
IF MEN SO GAU THEY GIVE BIRTH THEMSELVES WITHOUT HAVING PERIODS LA!
AND MENGHAPUSKAN THE POPULATION OF PEREMPUAN ON THE PLANET.
THEN MA NO DIRTY GIRLS WHO ARE HAVING THEIR PERIODS LIAO LO.
CANNOT TOUCH THIS CANNOT TOUCH THAT.

Okla not angry liao. Frustrated k? I'm just frustrated. I want to be occupied or else I'll go crazy living in my own little world in my room. ISH.

A boring list.

Of things to do during the holidays. Yes I should make this list. Or I'll stray. Correction, I'll end up wasting time and then regret like siao after that. I feel guilty when I waste time. Adds to another "I feel guilty doing these things" list. I feel guilty doing nothing. I feel guilty being unproductive. I feel guilty when I get mad at my parents.

K la. Back to topic la. LOL MY ENGLISH SURE GET B LIAO EH. I'll cry if I get a C. With NET as my highly respected English Teacher, there's a chance lor.

OH OH I TOOK THAT PICTURE LAST SATURDAY. *points points* Comments? No comments de. *sadface*

Bloody stuff I HAVE TO DO during the holidays.

Eh Teecee also blogged similar things today. Eh, sorry, Teecee! I didn't mean to. :( Anyway, go read hers and help her click those ads! :D

1. Photograph. Photograph. Photograph. They say practice makes perfect. Hmm. Anything perfect in this world though? I WANT TO TAKE GOOD PICTURES LAH. TEACH ME HOW TO Photoshop. :3 Okay. I admit. I don't know how to use Photoshop. I only used Photoshop ONCE to make the heading of this blog. Heheheh. I've never used it to edit photos before. I use Picassa. More user friendly. Photoshop complicated sia. Even though the one I'm using is CS4 nia. Heheh. Eh, teach me how to take good photos too la, not only Photoshop.
2. Study, revise. Since this one is boring, I shall not elaborate. 
3. EEEEEEEEXERCISEEEEEEEEE. I tell you I tell you! I've finished TWO huge bars of Cadbury in two weeks, three boxes of Cadbury in one week, one box of Cadbury Gold in two days, one pint of Haagen Dazs in two days, and 3 ice creams yesterday. HUGE AS IN LIKE two and a half times the size of a normal bar of chocolate. I eat a lot a lot a lot before and during the test. I take second helping one lor. I don't feel full leh! But my pants got tight. Geez, it's like I eat to relieve stress or something. Somemore no go for Karate three weeks liao. Somemore PE lesson I no run d. The only thing I did was go to botanical garden on Saturdays nia. Not good enough la. 
4. At least read ONE book. Hmm. I've not been reading a lot lately. Hence, the rubbish that come out from my mouth. Sia sui nia. Oops! I did it again.
5. Watch BEASTLY! I want to watch I want to watch I want to watch. Teman me? *puppy dog face*
6. GO FOR YOUR FREAKIN UNDANG, CHIEN HUEY.
7. Learn something new.
8. Watch movies until I puke.
9. I can't think of anything else right now.
10. Blog I guess. :D
11. Live.
12. Laugh.
13. Love.
14. Socialize.
15. Be happy.
16. Smile, I think it's the same as laughing.

Aiyah I look weird in photos la. So what? Me ugly la so what? I think I'm pretty can d. *sticks tongue out* Heheheh inspiration from Yapu, according to WanJian.

That sentence was awkward and weird. 

You don't have to understand what I'm saying anyway.

I SHALL ACE CHEMISTRY IN MY TRIAL EXAM AND SPM. You wait and see. 

Oh my prayers and thoughts to those in Japan. <3 

I'm hiking up Muka Head tomorrow! :D I hope I don't get abducted by ghosts. SHALL BLOG SOON. BAI! :D

Geeheeheehee.

Go on, have a laugh. I don't mind. 

Wah so efficient lor. I took PMR one and a half years ago and I just received the results slip today. :3

You know, I don't hate Chinese now. I have no feelings whatsoever towards it. I stopped hating it a long time ago. Emotionless.. deep.. cold..

Ah, we had our English test today. There was this question that says state why you'd like and don't like to live in a country with four seasons. Why: I get to make snow angels during winter.

Okla. I said I get to experience four seasons and I get to make snow angels during winter. I'm at a risk of getting a B for English this term. Ok, I've already mentally prepared myself. I should not cry like a mad old bitch like what I did in form 3 if I get a B. Shit.

AND AND AND BEFORE I GO OFF FOR ANOTHER FEW DAYS,

This is my new toy.

An eleven year old Cannon EOS 300 SLR! With no battery :(

SLR WITHOUT THE D.Still got film inside neh. So slim!

Bla.

I'm bored and I don't want to study. 

Okay okay here here. 

I started my afternoon with Biology.

YES, really.

You know, BIOLOGY.

I was reading about White Blood Cells when Twitter and Facebook happened.

And then.

Alex Pettyfer.

If you don't know who he is, you can go bang your head on the wall.

HIM.

Hehe. Okla give you another hint.

BTW, LOOK AT THOSE ABS.

Though still cannot win my MSN dp. :)

THAT DUDE FROM STORMBREAKER.

That English dude with the English accent.

In Wild Child. Whose ex-girlfriend is Emma Watson and bla bla bla and Dianna Argon and bla.

DIANNA ARGON.

You know, Queen Fabray from Glee? 

Oh well. No need to know.

HE WAS SO CUTE!

Now he's that dude in I AM NUMBER FOUR.

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Boring stuff, these days. I'm so not used to NOT texting daily. D:

Here's something:

Just like a crab, teaching it's young to walk straight.

Just like NET, teaching his students to be humble.

Don't dare to post it on Facebook.

Just my opinion.

I SHOULD NOT BE HERE. BAI.

+ Chemistry lesson was so urgh. 

I WANT TO THROW EGGS AT YOU.

I don't like my new neighbour.

First, they want to build walls instead of bridges. Fine. Build a wall in between us.

You renovate your house for so many months. 

Somemore got phase.

Phase one, knock down everything except the structure.

Phase two, extend.

Phase three, drill on neighbour's wall.

Phase four, change roof tiles, as in, throw the old roof tiles off the roof.

Phase five, paint the house.

At this phase, workers can enjoy and shout and have fun.

*stops work for a few days*

Phase six, knock and drill and throw things to annoy neighbour who is having her beauty sleep.

I wish to throw eggs at your house.

Yours sincerely,

I don't like you at all.

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The Economy Sucks.

I'm pissed. I blog.

See the title of this post? I'm pissed at the bank. Dunwan say which bank. I'm just pissed okay? All bloody banks are the same. The employers work like shit. No time for their family. No wonder so many not married de. No time to socialize pun. Now car also don't give. Holiday also cannot go out of Malaysia. Then you bloody give so much for what?

Okla. I'm pissed because mommy can't come home to take me to see my orthodontist. I have to delay for like another 2 and a half weeks. So how ar. May cannot take off liao lor. No award-wining-smile by May. Boo you bloody banks.

Right, back to the economy. The existence of it sucks. The existence of equity products/shares/currency/foreign exchange/bussiness/accounts etc. sucks. I tell you lah. Honestly saying, if there weren't money involved, will you 'play' shares ah? Siao meh? Sit in front of the computer or the TV and observe which one to buy for 12 hours a day? So much time ar? You don't use your time to enjoy and have fun but sit in front of the TV and complain which company de shares drop liao?

Who in their right mind would get themselves involved in this emotional rollercoaster ride? In the end, you'll just end up having heart attacks. I know, I know, for money, right? Idiots.

Anyway, the economy really sucks lah. Inflation. Like shit. No jobs. Shit.

AND WHAT BLOODY CAUSES ALL THOSE SHIT? THE SCREEN WITH DIGITS AND ALPHABETS ON THEM.

It's abstract. You can't feel it. You can only see it going on the screen full of digits and stuff which determines the life of the company. No one want to buy your share? You die. Everybody sell your share? You die. No market? You die. Your products not in demand? You die. DIE DIE DIE LA.

What causes the economy downturn leh? The bloody screen full of digits. Some idiot who tells consumers what to do. Why listen to them?

Which returns to the point. People get involved  because there's money involved. You either win big, lose big, or you're a coward. 

Money is like a medium nia. Please lah. If you suck out all the money from the system, you get system barter. Work in exchange for needs and materials. Simple. No shitty economy. Everyone happy with their jobs no matter what they are doing because there'll always be enough to feed the world. Like a communist country. I don't mean that I'm PRO communism. I just think that it's fair. The guy who unclogs the drains don't get looked down upon. Nobody is worse off than anyone. We are all equal. And we get what we want.

Too bad lah. This world is unfair. Nothing is fair.

This is an immature seventeen-year-old's perspective of the economy. Feel free to slam me if you want to.