Now I have the time to blog.
Well, not that long. Oh well... I wish to spend time with the people I want to spend time with today. *sigh* but...
I don't know... I just want to spend some quality time with my close friends and famliy. Those people that mommy and papa invited, well, I don't know... *sigh* My aunt from my father's side and my uncle and aunt from mom's side. I'm not that close to them and they're not that special to me either. I just want to spend time with my parents, grandaunt and kor kor if I had the chance. And my McDonald's turned out to be quite a disaster (too me). =(
Okay, I'll quit blabbing about the negative stuff now. I'm not sad nor happy. I'm just ok.
Oh yeah. Mommy really took the computer away. No. She asked ME to do it on Tuesday. To put the modem, laptop and the PSP on her bed. WHY AM I SO FRIGGIN' STUPID? I can't help to lie to my mother. Ugh... But it wasn't my fault. She called when I was solving a Sudoku puzzle and ugh... she asked me to ut everything on her bed. =( But she let me use it today. And on weekends.
*eyes half closing*
Oh well...
Goodnight. HAHA... I'm wonderin who or what I am talking to.
Friday, February 20, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Papa's happy today. Because his boss picked him to go on that trip to Spain for training. It's just less than a week, but he is still happy.
I shouldn't be online now. But I don't care. Actually, I planned to watch tv until bedtime but Papa switched the channel and asked me to watch documenteries that I can learn stuff from. So I came up. I already watched a documentary before that. The Jeff Corwin Experience or something like that? It's not like I never watch documentaries. I am not mad. I just have nothing else to do. I wanted to watch The Nanny. I was watching it until Papa took the remote and switched to channel 555, History Channel. Let him watch then.
He just came in. To ask me where the digital camera is and why I didn't study. As if no one reminds me of that. Mommy was on leave yesterday and I nearly got in a fight with her. I said nearly. She was like all 'why aren't you participating in those extra-curricular activities? When I interview people ar, I see how they do in their extra-curricular activities. It's very important you know, when you go into university or get a job' and bla bla bla... And I was like 'I am more active now. At least better than last few years.' She she went 'what about your studies? Never study always play computer. Everyday computer.' WHOA... She is fast. She started with extra-curricular activities and now studies? Then she said 'I don't know what you do everyday. Never study and also not active.' She wants me to be active and good in studies at the same time. Well, NOBODY IS PERFECT for a start. Talk about pressure being the only child. Funny, innit?
I shouldn't be online now. But I don't care. Actually, I planned to watch tv until bedtime but Papa switched the channel and asked me to watch documenteries that I can learn stuff from. So I came up. I already watched a documentary before that. The Jeff Corwin Experience or something like that? It's not like I never watch documentaries. I am not mad. I just have nothing else to do. I wanted to watch The Nanny. I was watching it until Papa took the remote and switched to channel 555, History Channel. Let him watch then.
He just came in. To ask me where the digital camera is and why I didn't study. As if no one reminds me of that. Mommy was on leave yesterday and I nearly got in a fight with her. I said nearly. She was like all 'why aren't you participating in those extra-curricular activities? When I interview people ar, I see how they do in their extra-curricular activities. It's very important you know, when you go into university or get a job' and bla bla bla... And I was like 'I am more active now. At least better than last few years.' She she went 'what about your studies? Never study always play computer. Everyday computer.' WHOA... She is fast. She started with extra-curricular activities and now studies? Then she said 'I don't know what you do everyday. Never study and also not active.' She wants me to be active and good in studies at the same time. Well, NOBODY IS PERFECT for a start. Talk about pressure being the only child. Funny, innit?
Monday, February 16, 2009
Hmmm...
To tell the truth, I dont really know what to blog now. A lot had happened since. I seldom sit in front of the computer doing nothing now XD (and embarrassed to admit that). I used to do that last time but not now. No. I've got a lot of things to do. *sigh*
HAHA. Cousins went back. Although I don't know why I am so happy. Makes no difference whether they are here or not. And I got an ang pow from my aunt for my birthday before they went back. Kinda early, don't cha think?
*sighs* Mom just called. Told her I was using the computer. And guess what, she said she is gonna take the computer (laptop) away. That means adios bloggie. We will meet again. I promise. I hope she doesn't remember about that. Curse me for telling the truth. Ugh...
To tell the truth, I dont really know what to blog now. A lot had happened since. I seldom sit in front of the computer doing nothing now XD (and embarrassed to admit that). I used to do that last time but not now. No. I've got a lot of things to do. *sigh*
HAHA. Cousins went back. Although I don't know why I am so happy. Makes no difference whether they are here or not. And I got an ang pow from my aunt for my birthday before they went back. Kinda early, don't cha think?
*sighs* Mom just called. Told her I was using the computer. And guess what, she said she is gonna take the computer (laptop) away. That means adios bloggie. We will meet again. I promise. I hope she doesn't remember about that. Curse me for telling the truth. Ugh...
Sunday, February 15, 2009
I was right though... I didn't enjoy last night at all. The food was horrible and I felt quite out of place. Don't wanna go anymore further than that. But papa was mad though. Not at me. He felt the same was as me. We don't fit in the picture.
Slept at one last night. Don't ask why. I think I can't last through the day without a nap. *yawns*
Slept at one last night. Don't ask why. I think I can't last through the day without a nap. *yawns*
Friday, February 13, 2009
Friggin' tired now.
Oh! Oh! Family members are coming out today! Gah... No biggie. I'm not even close to them anyway. Or in other words, I don't know them.
They came out for Por Por's b'day. I don't know why the dinner is on valentine's day. Por por's b'day isn't even tomorrow. Mommy had a hard time booking 3 tables (or 2, I dunno). I won't find myself being happy there tomorrow. I just know it. When have I been happy during they're gatherings? If I had a choice, I wouldn't go.
Tua Kor's back! And she bought some tees back. Billabong tee and some shirt for me. I wonder if it is from an outlet store. Hmm... Mommy is right. I'm being so materialistic nowadays. Chian Lik koko is coming back on the 21st I think? So when should I celebrate my birthday? HAHA... I mean with my family. I'm going out with my friends on the real day. My plan is, that we go to McD and after that to my house for some games or karaoke (without the karaoke set of course). Maybe WJ's gonna be shouting 'yi yang de yue guang' in the garden with Yee Siang. Oops, I haven't got my parent's approval yet. But I've mentioned to them before. And with my family? Where should we go? Hmm... Go for vegetarian perhaps? Papa's a full time vegetarian now. He'll get mad if he had nothing to eat on my b'day dinner.
Oh! Oh! Family members are coming out today! Gah... No biggie. I'm not even close to them anyway. Or in other words, I don't know them.
They came out for Por Por's b'day. I don't know why the dinner is on valentine's day. Por por's b'day isn't even tomorrow. Mommy had a hard time booking 3 tables (or 2, I dunno). I won't find myself being happy there tomorrow. I just know it. When have I been happy during they're gatherings? If I had a choice, I wouldn't go.
Tua Kor's back! And she bought some tees back. Billabong tee and some shirt for me. I wonder if it is from an outlet store. Hmm... Mommy is right. I'm being so materialistic nowadays. Chian Lik koko is coming back on the 21st I think? So when should I celebrate my birthday? HAHA... I mean with my family. I'm going out with my friends on the real day. My plan is, that we go to McD and after that to my house for some games or karaoke (without the karaoke set of course). Maybe WJ's gonna be shouting 'yi yang de yue guang' in the garden with Yee Siang. Oops, I haven't got my parent's approval yet. But I've mentioned to them before. And with my family? Where should we go? Hmm... Go for vegetarian perhaps? Papa's a full time vegetarian now. He'll get mad if he had nothing to eat on my b'day dinner.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Starting to feel that this topic isn't right. Gah... I don't know. I just feel weird... I mean, how am I going to present this in front of the class? Talking about condoms, STDs, and stuff. Eww... I'll admit if you say that I'm not open minded. Yes. I'm not that open minded. And I think I'll never be. At least until graduation. I'll rather die than present that in front of the class. But how can I tell them politely that I don't feel right? Both of them have already searched for the information. And I think she's gonna get mad if I said I wanna change topic. So how? How? Damn. I swear I'll never joke about stuff like that again. (Not that I started this) I called one of them to hint about my feelings toward the topic. She was kinda impatient. Ugh! How am I to get myself out of this mess! *sigh*
Sunday, February 8, 2009
I ain't in a good mood right now. Urgh! Calm down Chien Huey, calm down.
Urgh!!!
When I'm in a bad mood, nothing comes out right. Even when I'm tired, I simple blab about stuff that never goes through my head. Everything just comes out like that.
I'm hot, tired, and havng a bit of a headache. Went to visit some relatives today. Met two of my cousins that I've never really met before. I've met them. But I don't remember them. No, maybe because I've met them 10 years ago, and they still REMEMBER me. Haha.. They, at least he, the elder one who is 10 years older than me, said that it was because the last time I visited them, I was laughing hysterically (OMG I can't believe he used 'hysterical' to describe my laugh). He said he had forgotten how he made me laugh or why I was laughing but he still remembers what I wore. My goodness... I must have made quite an impression that day to make him remember who I was and what I wore after 10 years. Shit lar... I've only met them once and I don't remember them. They've met me once and remembered what I wore after 10 years.
*sigh* I wanna watch a movie now but no one wants to watch it with me. Maybe I'll watch it myself then.
Urgh!!!
When I'm in a bad mood, nothing comes out right. Even when I'm tired, I simple blab about stuff that never goes through my head. Everything just comes out like that.
I'm hot, tired, and havng a bit of a headache. Went to visit some relatives today. Met two of my cousins that I've never really met before. I've met them. But I don't remember them. No, maybe because I've met them 10 years ago, and they still REMEMBER me. Haha.. They, at least he, the elder one who is 10 years older than me, said that it was because the last time I visited them, I was laughing hysterically (OMG I can't believe he used 'hysterical' to describe my laugh). He said he had forgotten how he made me laugh or why I was laughing but he still remembers what I wore. My goodness... I must have made quite an impression that day to make him remember who I was and what I wore after 10 years. Shit lar... I've only met them once and I don't remember them. They've met me once and remembered what I wore after 10 years.
*sigh* I wanna watch a movie now but no one wants to watch it with me. Maybe I'll watch it myself then.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Miracles
Who believes in miracles?
I do! I do!
Who doesn't?
Dunno... Probably her.
Why?
Maybe because she gave up hope.
How sad.
Extroadinary things have happened in my life.
Maybe it is those little things that make life so wonderful.
To me, I just don't know what to expect anymore.
But to her, being human is worse than being a cow.
Seriously. She told me.
Hope
Sounds funny?
Why don't we reflect how we feel when we have given up hope.
We were one of those silly ones too, weren't we?
We give up hope when we meet obstacles in life.
Gah... Stop pretending.
I was also one of those before.
Most of us have even thought of taking our lives too.
How sad.
Well, that's what we say when we're all depressed.
Happiness
Happiness is the only cure to all.
When we're happy,
we wouldn't be thinking of dying, would we?
When we're happy, we enjoy life even more.
When we're happy, we wouldn't be thinking of negative stuff.
A Better Place
If everyone is happy,
Wouldn't the world be a better place?
Everyone would be polite to one another.
A world without hatred.
No bad vibrations.
A better place to live in.
Isn't it an end to suffering?
Heck? HAHA... Why did I write this. Started off with miracles. Really, a lot of bizzare things have happened that even if I told my bestest of friends she would have half believed me. I'd rather not write it all down, thanks.
Don't take this seriously lah... In one of my siao siao moods. I don't even know why I wrote this. What's more, I don't even know whether some of the stuff here that I wrote are correct. I don't expect people to agree with what I write here. But what I know is what I blog here is how I feel at that moment. Now I'm in one of my siao siao moods again.
The Golden Compass (first book), Northen Lights is okay (still reading) maybe I'll love it at the end. I always do. Better than Twilight, I think. I daren't say too much because there are so much Twilight lovers out there. Twilight is okay. Harry Potter is better though. Of course! J.K. Rowling murders her characters! The excitment can really get the adrenalin flowing when you read the books. Nice man! (OMG. What am I, a guy?)
Who believes in miracles?
I do! I do!
Who doesn't?
Dunno... Probably her.
Why?
Maybe because she gave up hope.
How sad.
Extroadinary things have happened in my life.
Maybe it is those little things that make life so wonderful.
To me, I just don't know what to expect anymore.
But to her, being human is worse than being a cow.
Seriously. She told me.
Hope
Sounds funny?
Why don't we reflect how we feel when we have given up hope.
We were one of those silly ones too, weren't we?
We give up hope when we meet obstacles in life.
Gah... Stop pretending.
I was also one of those before.
Most of us have even thought of taking our lives too.
How sad.
Well, that's what we say when we're all depressed.
Happiness
Happiness is the only cure to all.
When we're happy,
we wouldn't be thinking of dying, would we?
When we're happy, we enjoy life even more.
When we're happy, we wouldn't be thinking of negative stuff.
A Better Place
If everyone is happy,
Wouldn't the world be a better place?
Everyone would be polite to one another.
A world without hatred.
No bad vibrations.
A better place to live in.
Isn't it an end to suffering?
Heck? HAHA... Why did I write this. Started off with miracles. Really, a lot of bizzare things have happened that even if I told my bestest of friends she would have half believed me. I'd rather not write it all down, thanks.
Don't take this seriously lah... In one of my siao siao moods. I don't even know why I wrote this. What's more, I don't even know whether some of the stuff here that I wrote are correct. I don't expect people to agree with what I write here. But what I know is what I blog here is how I feel at that moment. Now I'm in one of my siao siao moods again.
The Golden Compass (first book), Northen Lights is okay (still reading) maybe I'll love it at the end. I always do. Better than Twilight, I think. I daren't say too much because there are so much Twilight lovers out there. Twilight is okay. Harry Potter is better though. Of course! J.K. Rowling murders her characters! The excitment can really get the adrenalin flowing when you read the books. Nice man! (OMG. What am I, a guy?)
Thursday, February 5, 2009
2 posts in a day. Oh well...
Mommy called back to wish me happy bithday in chinese. (Although I don't like it when she speaks chinese to me) But she's taking me out for vegetarian food tonight. Temple Of Fine Arts. Yay! My favourite. Shit lar... I supposed to be vegetarian on Thursdays. A few times I forgot d. Haiz... No discipline. Can't blame me. I even forgot my own birthday. I hope she takes me to Haagen Dazs after dinner. =)
Mommy called back to wish me happy bithday in chinese. (Although I don't like it when she speaks chinese to me) But she's taking me out for vegetarian food tonight. Temple Of Fine Arts. Yay! My favourite. Shit lar... I supposed to be vegetarian on Thursdays. A few times I forgot d. Haiz... No discipline. Can't blame me. I even forgot my own birthday. I hope she takes me to Haagen Dazs after dinner. =)
OMG! Choral speaking script i so friggin' cool! I can't believe she wrote that! Too bad I didn't join. The whole script is about teens. From onlining to blogging to puppy love to... EDWARD AND BELLA THE TWILIGHT SAGA to Youtube to MILEY CYRUS! Whoa... But she's gonna kill us if she sees us. She told us that there would be an audition today but we didn't turn up. The training is torture I tell you! Last year's script was okay, 'recycle, reuse, reduce, bla bla bla' kinda boring actually. I love the message they were trying to send out but repeating it over and over again makes it so darn boring.
Half of my birthday present is in my stomach digesting already! I just couldn't stop munching on chocolates on the couch! So satisfying. Well, not so satifying when I go to the toilet tomorrow. But I don't care! I just want more chocolates. Mm... *Imagining the sweet, sweet caramel leaking out of the tasty milk chocolate*. Oh oh! This is better! Why not Haagen Dazs ice-cream melting on the tougue? Ahh!!! Today is my chinese birthday! *desperate now* I want Haagen Dazs! Somebody get me Haagen Dazs! HAHA... Who celebrates their chinese birthday? I don't think so... That's just an excuse for getting a treat in Haagen Dazs. HAHA...
Hmm... I just wanna finish reading Northern Lights now. (I don't think I can)
Half of my birthday present is in my stomach digesting already! I just couldn't stop munching on chocolates on the couch! So satisfying. Well, not so satifying when I go to the toilet tomorrow. But I don't care! I just want more chocolates. Mm... *Imagining the sweet, sweet caramel leaking out of the tasty milk chocolate*. Oh oh! This is better! Why not Haagen Dazs ice-cream melting on the tougue? Ahh!!! Today is my chinese birthday! *desperate now* I want Haagen Dazs! Somebody get me Haagen Dazs! HAHA... Who celebrates their chinese birthday? I don't think so... That's just an excuse for getting a treat in Haagen Dazs. HAHA...
Hmm... I just wanna finish reading Northern Lights now. (I don't think I can)
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Slept at 3 a.m. last night. Kinda feeling a bit woozy now. But I still wanna blog. =)
I don't know... I don't even know why I stayed up so late. I'm just... Confused.
Oh yeah... Just remembered what I wanted to blog about. Metta Chanting. Love it. So soothing and nice. Metta means loving-kindness. But it is in Pali. Calms everything down when you listen to it. [That's when it comes in handy when mommy is in a bad mood when she is driving. LOL]
She [T.T] didn't give me ang pow! But at least she gave me my birthday present! All the way from New Zealand! Whoa... CHOCOLATES!!! I don't care that I'm getting fat. I just want to lie on the couch all day eating chocolates. Leaves me wanting for more. Oh oh! And some Haagen Dazs ice-cream to go with it! Shit lar... Sure fat d. But I don't care! I just want to eat chocolates and Haagen Dazs ice-cream all day long! [Imagine myself as fat as... Hmm... Who is that fat and greedy boy in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory?]
Tua Kor is coming out from NZ on the 4th. I hope I don't get scolded by her. LOL.
I don't know... I don't even know why I stayed up so late. I'm just... Confused.
Oh yeah... Just remembered what I wanted to blog about. Metta Chanting. Love it. So soothing and nice. Metta means loving-kindness. But it is in Pali. Calms everything down when you listen to it. [That's when it comes in handy when mommy is in a bad mood when she is driving. LOL]
She [T.T] didn't give me ang pow! But at least she gave me my birthday present! All the way from New Zealand! Whoa... CHOCOLATES!!! I don't care that I'm getting fat. I just want to lie on the couch all day eating chocolates. Leaves me wanting for more. Oh oh! And some Haagen Dazs ice-cream to go with it! Shit lar... Sure fat d. But I don't care! I just want to eat chocolates and Haagen Dazs ice-cream all day long! [Imagine myself as fat as... Hmm... Who is that fat and greedy boy in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory?]
Tua Kor is coming out from NZ on the 4th. I hope I don't get scolded by her. LOL.
Monday, February 2, 2009
I LOVE THIS SONG! =) =) =)
Where is the love?
I'm still in my uniform. Can't blame me lah... Pandu Puteri meeting until four. Now is 1736 hours. I AM lazy.
I still miss my brat-as-a-cousin (can't I joke?) OK lah. My dear cousin loh (so fake). I MISS HER SO MUCH! Why didn't mommy gimme another brother or something? I want a big brother. Hehe... Still imagining that scene where I torture my big brother and we fooling around. Hey... Everyone fantasizes! (Including me) Or maybe a younger sister who listens to me. So I wouldn't be bored at home (and blog so much).
Where is the love?
I'm still in my uniform. Can't blame me lah... Pandu Puteri meeting until four. Now is 1736 hours. I AM lazy.
I still miss my brat-as-a-cousin (can't I joke?) OK lah. My dear cousin loh (so fake). I MISS HER SO MUCH! Why didn't mommy gimme another brother or something? I want a big brother. Hehe... Still imagining that scene where I torture my big brother and we fooling around. Hey... Everyone fantasizes! (Including me) Or maybe a younger sister who listens to me. So I wouldn't be bored at home (and blog so much).
Sunday, February 1, 2009
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